I’m so sorry that I have not been posting regularly to this blog, it has taken me this long to figure things out. I continue to be poisoned with methods unknown to me.
To address any issues related to my sanity, all I offer in rebuttal is this;
- Do I seem crazy to you? Do I have objective reasoning and cognitive abilities? Read my blogs and decide for yourself.
- Do your own research, I’m not the only person talking about such things;
- Read my main blog, I’ve featured many established and credible professionals with links;
- Finally, the Holy Bible speaks of such things having happened in the past, mainstream science is beginning to verify them as factual.
I am learning about the stalker’s methods, apparent goals in attempting to shape my behavior and the effects of the different chemical agents used. Some of what I have read about other targeted individuals experiences is helpful however, I don’t believe there is yet a complete treatise publicly available. Hopefully that will change soon. I’m going to tell you what I know so far but hold onto yourself, the implications are rather frightening.
Let me first remind you of a recent case of this type of poisoning so that we have a credible foundation going forward.
Actress Brittany Murphy decided to help a friend by testifying as a witness in a federal case against the government. Anyway, after deciding to help her friend she began to experience a sudden onset of illness. At first she thought it was due to her house being contaminated with mold but from what I’ve read about her complaints to friends, her conclusions changed. Long story short, her condition worsened and she died suddenly. Her father believed that she had been poisoned and had her collected tissue samples examined by an independent lab. The lab reported finding ten heavy metals that strongly indicated rat poison, administered slowly over time. The method of delivery was not determined.
Brittany’s friend, former Homeland Security Officer Mrs. Julia Davis, tells Brittany and her husband’s story to Red Ice radio in the fourth video below at time stamp 20:50.
My poisoning began the day that the statute of limitations expired for suing my landlord Tenderloin Housing Clinic. It’s funny how both cases of poisoning seemed to revolve around lawsuits, or in my case the refusal to engage in one. Both examples really highlight the legal/political nature of these types of “attacks”.
As for those frightening implications, how does teleportation of matter in the hands of bad guys sound? What I am experiencing fits that description perfectly. I mean, how else can you explain toxic sickening agents just materializing out of thin air, right in front of your face? Even more frightening, these “gasses” are administered inside of (through) protective equipment (face masks) and sometimes from within the body itself. Perhaps this is why the Gang Stalkers are able to recruit so many people? Most people would do anything to keep from becoming the victims of something like that. I consider such people to be weak, cowardly and morally void, taking the easy way out. They probably think of themselves as “smart” or clever. We’ll see how quickly that self image crumbles on Judgement Day…
The gasses come in two modes, targeted and area gassing. Targeted gassing usually results in noxious stuff being shot up your nose however, there is no sensation of moving air. I have even felt the effects of the gasses on my tongue when my mouth was closed. The second type of delivery method is to simply have you walk into a cloud of gas. This method of gassing is especially effective at poisoning you in confined spaces, like long corridors, doorways, driving, sitting in front of a computer and even while sitting on the toilet.
For the most part, it is almost impossible to escape these gasses. They have the ability to hit you almost anywhere, from in your car, home and even outdoors. I have noticed however, that they have trouble in overcast weather and during electrical power outages with the later being more so.
There seems to be a different gas for every day of the week. Some burn the skin while others make you feel ill. All cause extreme tinnitus. Some leave a dusty taste in your mouth, others have acidic qualities. All have distinct odors. I believe the agents are rotated frequently to defeat sample collection (air, bodily fluids etc.). Laboratory analysis is cost prohibitive, especially when you cannot tell the lab what you are looking for. I’ve had estimates for lab work range from $100 (blood work, a waste of time) to $5000.00 and up. The suggestion that I was given was to befriend someone at an academic lab however, most students are clamoring for their own lab time. Medical insurance usually doesn’t pay for toxicologists outside of ordinary drug testing and finding one that specializes in forensics is difficult. Toxicology remains a field that largely caters to industry and government, very few solicit to the general public.
Don’t give up hope though, I am confident that I will find someone out there who is unafraid and that can see the opportunity for scientific discovery. Were a scientist be able to contribute to an eventual collaborative effort and publish, fame and standing would be assured. The obstacle is that no one has ever scientifically documented such phenomenon before and that the Gang Stalkers would probably attack all involved. Fear for both one’s professional credibility and physical safety become factors. The scientific community remains a very intolerant testing ground for novel ideas, usually their first reaction is to attempt to discredit them (scientific scrutiny). I have entertained thoughts of finding someone who specializes in targeted individuals however, sorting out the “Black Hats” from the “White Hats” can be challenging.
The timing of the gaseous assaults varies depending upon what activity you are engaging in as well as the Gang Stalkers dislike of it. For example, if you planned to do some public speaking, you will be heavily gassed before and during your speech. If you are attempting to file a complaint against some government agency, you will be sickened at the most critical points in the process. You are gassed twenty four hours a day, seven days a week, four weeks every month and twelve months year round. There are no exceptions however, there do appear to be lapses.
These lapses are periods of light to no gassing that regularly coincide with specific times of the day. They are as follows;
- 5:00 am – 6:00 am
- 12:00 noon – 1:00 pm
- 8:00 pm – 9:00 pm
Look vaguely familiar? You see it too, don’t you? Shift changes. Those time schedules look like shift changes. Not only do they look like shift changes, they appear to coincide with California PDT (Pacific Daylight Time). The western states and Mexico below in green also follow PDT/UTC-7;
Conversely, heavy gassing proceeds immediately before the end of each “shift”. I believe that this short burst of heavy poisonous gassing is meant to compensate for the lag time between changing shifts. When one “shift” ends, there is a lag time before a new shift worker gets settles in. To compensate for this and to maintain the desired level of illness, the shift ending delivers one final big dose to the target before ending their workday. Nice huh? I wonder what Edward Snowden would have to add to my deduced scenario? Would it sound to him like a military operation or private contractors? Perhaps a collusion between the two?
Some gassing does occur while sleeping and is sometimes used to disrupt sleep (sleep deprivation). Just as you are beginning to doze off, POW! A big dose of nasty smelling gas is blasted in your face. Not enough to really make you sick but enough to make you scared to close your eyes. This can go on all night long until the Sun comes up. In this way you can be made to have an “accident” the following day and injure either yourself or someone else. It is also prone to inducing heart attack. As was explained to me by a sleep doctor, being jarred awake suddenly like that while dozing off produces a “fight or flight” response. Your body floods with adrenaline, your heart races and ventricular fibrillation ensues. Like trying to drive a car one hundred miles an hour right after starting, on a cold winter’s day. Something’s gonna blow. The gassing that occurs during sleep usually produces congestion, esophageal bleeding (coughing up coagulated blood), body ache, and nausea.
Upon waking, you have to immediately go to the sink and flush with water copiously. You flush your nose first, resulting in huge gobs of greenish snot plopping into the sink. You wash your face while desperately trying not to breath in the water activated chemical vapors wafting up. You flush your mouth and gargle, trying to get the nasty chemical taste out, and then you cough and expectorate over and over again. Snot, spittle and congestion flow into the sink, you keep the water running to wash it away but it sticks to the side. Just when you think you’ve gotten all the crap out of you, BAM! They blast you again. Back to the sink for another round of spitting and flushing except that now you are vigorously fanning the gasses away with whatever you can find. Maybe you get clever and drag an electric fan into the bathroom with you, to try to keep the air moving. Now at last, you are finished and fatigued. You walk out of the bathroom into the hall and BAM!, run smack dab into another cloud of toxic gas. Back to the sink again. You learn to either shield your face coming out of the bathroom or to vigorously fan in front of yourself while walking. Sometimes, darting quickly out of the room effectively thwarts the gas booby trap too. After all of that, you can now fix a morning cup of coffee and sit down, but not for long. Soon, you will be heading back to the bathroom again.
Throughout the day the gassing continues, both indoors and out. I’ve learned to keep a liter bottle of water with me as well as an ear bulb and small yoghurt cup. When the gassing gets really bad or I’ve reached my tolerance level, I pour water into the yoghurt cup, fill the ear bulb with it and flush my nostrils. The ear bulb is much more effective than a nasal flush bottle because it can be inserted farther up into the nasal canal to reach the sinuses. When inserted this far, the nasal passage is sealed against the bulb base and a high degree of flushing pressure can be generated, literally blowing the snot out the other nostril. The insidious method of gassing the nostrils ensures that the toxic agents cause your membranes to produce large amounts of snot, leading to congestion. The nature of the toxic agents in the gas is that they adhere to the snot and nasal membranes. This effectively turns them into a time released toxin that is incrementally administered with every breath you take. This is the reason that you are heavily gassed immediately after flushing everything out, the toxic agents have to be replenished. Tissues are used by the dozens, spit jars are emptied multiple times a day, surgical masks are used in volume, both handheld and electric fans are employed to move the air constantly. All these things give only limited relief.
Getting back to those frightening implications again, the above described poisoning methodology suggests that there is some sort of real time monitoring of you going on, they can see exactly what you are doing. How else to explain such precise timing and dosage? Privacy has been dead a long, long time.
Finally, they will gas you in social settings in hopes that you mistakenly blame those nearby and wrongly accuse or attack them. In the beginning, they were synchronizing my gas attacks with the passing by of individual stalkers who would smile at me knowingly. I suppose the hope was that I would attack them as the actual perpetrators. Oh, they were most likely guilty of aiding the attack by offering themselves up as targets however, they were not alone. They are never alone. In every Gang Stalker harassment or assault operation, it is a team that will be engaging you, much like a squad. Just think of an undercover police operation. There are often black and white patrol cars nearby to lend support and make an arrest should the plan succeed. Provoke, observe, arrest, murder, get paid and celebrate. Sometimes even trophies are awarded complete with promotions.
Some people believe these attacks to be accomplished through the use of satellites but I’m not wholly convinced. I’m sure that satellite technology is employed to some extent, we only need to look to the battlefield for examples, but I think some other technology not publicly known is used in conjunction. From what I’ve experienced, conventional technologies could not accomplish what has been done to me. I’ve actually been physically pushed around by things unseen. You can read more about that type of stuff here.
I am not sure what total physical effect all of this is having on me long term. My lungs ache quite frequently as does my body. I have periodic nosebleeds of varying severity. Sleep deprivation plagues me and my girth is increasing due to lack of exercise. The ever present tinnitus (ringing in ears) is indicative of neural damage. I don’t know how much longer I may have and therefore live one day at a time, never sure that when I close my eyes at night it won’t be forever.
Well, that’s about all I can think of for now, hopefully this blog will be useful to those intended. One piece of advice that I could give to anyone who believes in fairness, justice, honesty and compassion, anyone willing to speak out against violations of the aforementioned, protect yourself by learning as much as you can. You would also do yourself a favor to establish a baseline of your healthy self before being poisoned. Find a doctor you can trust and establish a good relationship, they will then be able to track any changes.
Activists all over the world are going through similar types of attacks. The objectives are to discredit, silence and control. We are in the “End Times” people, “as it was in the days of Noah, so shall it be in the last days…” Things are about to be seen both wondrous and fantastic, a terrific opportunity to stand on the right side of history and for God. I have absolutely no intention of ceasing my activism, speaking truth to power and living each day to the fullest. People of good conscience should never surrender. I love the good fight.